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Going to write this down while I can still capture the excitement. I took part in and won a roast battle last Wednesday. Probably top ten moments of my life especially the part where the crowd was laughing and cheering so loud after my comeback that I couldn't say my next diss. Not exaggerating one bit when I say I have wanted to do a Roast battle ever since I was 11. God. My opponent was super nice though and we got each others letterboxd after the battle. I was so psyched for this, I was shaking before our turn and was convinced I would keel over and faint on the stage. Pretty sure I look horrendous on tape, but it went better than I expected. Not bragging but I was the only Roaster who got all the judges vote unanimously.  Okay I am done but wow. What a night. Isn't life beautiful? Well. Not entirely... not bragging, I am still poor. And I don't know what comes next.  This month was relatively hectic, I booked 6 shows which isn't that much but it's more than I ha...

Yeah I am obsessed with Chappell Roan now and sorry I am late to the party.  The past month has been so whatever. I only did one stand up show but made up for it by going out very often - I even saw Shiori Ito and Sean Baker (both Oscar nominated directors) in person when they did Q&A's. It blew my mind. Sorry, I get very excited whenever I see celebrities because even though I live in LA, I live in the Valley where nothing happens (Except Gwen Stafani also lives here and shops at the Gelson's in Encino I found out last week which also blew my mind). I am seriously hoping to move to Los Feliz even though I absolutely can't afford anything right now. Literally typing this lying on a mattress on a floor - when I say I am living in squalor I am absolutely not exaggerating.  I am here because I just received an incredibly infuriating email from the college that I made the boneheaded decision to transfer to. In the email the international office told me it's my duty as ...